should you forget- let me remind you

stasis:

i really am so lucky. i have been in a whiney-pants mood for a few days now, you know- the snow... school.. money.. the upcoming mfa audition and all the baggage it carries with it... everything. but this morning i got up before 8am (finally back on schedule!) and did my homework well- or i should say- back to my own standards and not rushed. then i put in a load of laundry because i actually love home-making and rarely give myself permission to take time to do it... then i sat down and read my dearly loved caitlin's new blog and she's such an excellent writer and i started to feel overwhelmed with joy and gratitude. it is SO good. all of it. i have the best friends in the world. the ones i talk to & the ones i never seem to catch up with, the ones i see every day (maybe too much, haha) and the ones that i have to talk to for hours on the phone because i see them less. my family are incredible friends and my fiance is my best friend in the world. and i am so deeply grateful for it. today i'm reminding myself about that. money will work itself out. and no matter what happens between now and may- i will still be living next year- still loving and being loved by these incredible people. so everything really will be okay in the end. deep breaths... and lots of brett dennen. that's how i get through. that and lots and lots and lots of gratitude.



song of the day:

"don't forget" brett dennen




daily zen:


All the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on.
-henry ellis


5 things:

1- Rory's snuggie
2- challenging homework
3- my upcoming audition
4- my beautiful, incredible family of friends
5- my rory. with all my heart.