then i can be a movie star

stasis:

hi blog. its been a few days... sorry bout it. life is hectic and then it gets busier... you know? so no time for a fill in, except to say that ror got really sick thursday and has been in delaware ever since- mono/strep/flu/the plague basically. i have been missing him terribly- except that it worked out well because saturday night until monday morning (this morning) i was sick beyond sick myself with a stomach bug. so it was actually nice that we didn't swap bugs and share them back and forth as we are wont to do. so today. i slept in till about 10:30 which was good because of how little i had slept well this weekend from the bug- but still not late enough for my liking since i was also up most of last night. either way. i got up and talked to my parents a little and rory a little, then got a nice shower and got myself out the door. went to the saxby's on lancaster for some quiet study time and to try to eat some solid food- and i did. i got a turkey sandwich and a peppermint tea which i nursed the rest of the day. then went to school where i rehearsed for class, then had the styles class to end all styles classes. we started a little before 5 and i left villanova around 10:30/10:45. eek. class was grand & the presentations were great - but that's a tiresome event for a gal who's just coming back from being burt out to the point of sick... ah well. that's grad school. so i came home and my SDSU goodies package was waiting!! (i'll be proudly sporting my hoodie tomorrow!! and like a nerd adding yet another decal to that poor car: UArts (x 2 cause 1 for Rory too remember); Villanova & SDSU! then i played around not getting work done on the computer and skyped with sick rory, talked to my mom and now i'm heading to bed. i may read a little on brecht in the gilman book... or i may just happily pass out. tomorrow is our last working rehearsal before the techs begin on Annie... i'm excited and nervous. i just hope i can be the best Annie i can be- i worry that with all the school work i wont be able to give it the due it deserves. anyway. i'm hopefully. and big time excited.

song of the day:

'crazy' gnarles barkley

(REMEMBER HOW GOOD THIS SONG IS>????? me too.)



daily zen:

And the more you become aware of the unknown self -
if you become aware of it -
the more you realize that it is inseparably connected with everything else that is.

-Alan Watts

5 things:

1- my health
2- my amazing friends
3- my wonderful family
4- 'annie get your gun'
5- my fiance, ror