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Stastis:

hi blog & blog world friends... sorry i've been away so long. school is really a special kind of difficult this past semester/year. so its alright i'm just having trouble staying a float- as i'm sure you know by my lack of blogging. so. lets just cover today. i set my alarm for 7:07 to get up and enjoy a day off with beautiful sunshine in my clean apartment with groceries (HALLELUJIA!) and somehow my friend rory must have turned off my alarm when he got up (or i might have in my sleep- i certainly have before) and i slept until 10:50. "eesh obama eesh" as my sister would say. so now i'm up & enjoying this day, even if a bit late to it. i made the bed & brushed my teeth and made coffee and cheerios w/soy milk, answered my emails- which were really great today- lots of love from people i love and fun upcoming adventures discussed... still no more san diego info- but i'm actually enjoying waiting for that because it gives me something wonderful to look forward to. though, i do miss the days of getting that BIG letter in the mail. that would be cool. UArts- we got the day i got my drivers license adjusted to take the "cinderella clause" or whatever off of it b/c i had turned 18. Villanova- i remember rory & i jumping around the apartment and we put the letter on the fridge- probably for all of last year- and then we went out to fancy food at Mixto. then i was driving in Lancaster (from a show probably) when Fr Richard called me about the scholarship. so. i look forward to another happy san diego memory to add to it. and really i have enough to worry my brain with now anyway. so- post blogging, i'm gonna water my new beautiful flowers (hooray!!), re-write my teaching philosophy, review an article & read rhinoceros. if that takes me close to time, i'll then pack & go get rory to take us on our vacation to Maryland! if i have more time i'll read some theorists. and i think i will do all of this on the deck- because LOOK AT THE SUNSHINE!!!!


song of the day:

"woe is me" from william finn's "25th annual putnam county spelling bee"





Daily zen:

All the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on.
-- Havelock Ellis

5 things:

1- groceries
2- sunshine
3- my new flowers
4- this clean apartment
5- rory


*today's a good grateful day- i feel like i could have kept writing that list for hours. good. day.